Pretending

I've been depressed at random times, and they're not like little boughts of sadness, but full blown depression. I can't stand myself sometimes and I feel like ending my short life, but I don't even have the energy to do it. I also can't because I have a family and I really love them. I just feel so lonely eventhough like some people have told me atleast I have a loving family, but I believe that's even worse because you aren't suppoused to feel alone when you have family and yet I do. I just feel like disapearing sometimes and when I watch the news or read the newspaper I break down crying and feel like I can't help anyone or stop from crying. But this happens at the most random intrevals.
PheobeLee PheobeLee
18-21
Sep 8, 2012