Im Lost AgainEverythings been ok since I got into college . And I thought I totally changed,like reborn. I left all my family and live with my roomates. But I got upset every single day ,which is killing me. I was quite happy with my college life. I could go wherever I want and do whatever I like. But the thing is I just cant fit in. Its not the place that I belong to. I thought I was the same person just like them. I just realized Im not. Maybe what they feel is a new happy world in college but what I see is coldness and loneliness.People r cold. Life is dull. Or do I need a doctor?
You guys have no idea how lonely I am. Where do I belong? maybe hell is my destination. I just dont wanna say a word. watching ppl and hear what they say makes me feel I dont even exist.
Im a clown ,a clown with no home.