No Purpose

I just don't know what to do anymore. It's been about a year since my last story and 8 months since i attempted to kill myself. after i failed i started to think that maybe i was supposed to be here that maybe my life had some purpose at least that's what i thought so i moved to a new city started a new life tried to make friends, tried to do something with my life but nothing has changed im still here wishing i wasn't. i have no friends no one to talk to as if i would be able to anyway. I guess i am just tired of
being like this. i don't know how long ill last i think about suicide every day and it sounds better everytime. Maybe im not meant to be here because i have tried go out and meet people and be happy but at the end of the day im still all alone with no purpose in life.
Trollinator Trollinator
18-21, M
2 Responses Dec 1, 2012

... I feel the same way you do.

I'm sorry for what you are going through. Suicide is not the answer to any problem. Just give yourself a chance, and give people a chance too. My daughter is your age and she goes on this website called meet me .com. She has met some people who have become good friends of hers. She was like you not too long ago, but she's comletely changed, and is happy now. Do the things you like, and go meet some good people. Things get better, just give it time, and think positive.

Thanks :)