I Am Depressed

I am a full-time live-in carer for my ex-wife. We divorced in 1980, but I remained as a lodge, & friend. After she suffered ckd, I gave up work to look after her.
There have been various crises, she broke her leg recently, and in hospital they foundshe has sleep apnea. When I got her home SIX WEEKS later, her renal consultant told us the nurses wanted to turn off her ventilator, and let her die. They never mentioned it to me, tho.
Also, I was abused at school, (boarding), and my mother had the parenting skills of Hitler - my sister & I were beaten often with anything she grabbed.

spanker59 spanker59
51-55, M
Dec 1, 2012