My Deepest Depressive Feelings.I'm so empty, I'm broken and don't know why. I'm like a ship stuck in frozen water, cold, empty, sinking fast.
I'm swallowed by the dark, consumed by all that I hate, my soul fading away, my light slowly burning out like an overused candle.
I know I have friends who care, a select few that truly love me and would do anything for me. And I love them all so dearly. But so often I still feel alone.
I'm trapped in a vile world, where it seems everything is out to get me, and even those few trying to help me, can only do so much. They're the light guiding me through the darkness, but I'm losing the sight needed to follow.
I'm slowly losing myself in every aspect. My heart is a room with a locked door that I've lost the key to.
I'm trapped in a veil of darkness so thick I may never see the light of day, so to all of those who I love, I'm sorry. I'm truly sorry for any and every time I've failed you.
Devin55 18-21, M 6 Responses 6 Dec 2, 2012