People Don't Get It

I have depresison since when I was a boy, always sad and isolated. I lived all my life this way but the disgraced people don't understand and come with those ready phrases "you need to control your mind", "it's just in your head", "there's nothing wrong with you, snap out of it". I hate this and when somebody tells me this sentences I get angry, even aggressive. I think I am schizoid, I have a hard time to express my feelings and like people away from me, because they smile (I don't smile), they make jokes, they're happy and think I can be like them.
Bunch of ******* son of a *****, when someone approches me I get angry, I hate people, I had a really bad experience with this race and just want distance. If they can't respect my feelings go **** yourself. I am so angry now I could kill someone who tells me depression does not exist. But I keep my chin up, they don't deserve my sadness...
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26-30, M
1 Response Dec 3, 2012

You are right. You hit the nail on the head. You may be depressed but you are both wise and articulate.