I Would, If I Weren't In Bed.

I need to go Christmas shopping for my Mother and Brother's gifts, but it's 10:30am and i'm still in bed trying to find the motivation to get out of bed. I hate that depression has this kind of control over my life. I always feel angry, disgusted with myself..how can i not care enough, not to go Christmas shopping for my family!? But i know that it's not that simple, that there are factors beyond my control. The struggle to regain control is exhausting.
UniquePetite UniquePetite
18-21, F
Dec 12, 2012