Story Of My Life

My life is so damn sad and depressing, I had one of the best grades on my last year of high school because I worked so HARD but I couldn't go to any of the national universities in my country, my only chance was to come here to France away from my family and my life.
I thought that my life would be better now, but it just got worst, I already had major depression and social anxiety disorder there and when I moved here it didn't get any better ,and with the school it is so hard for to keep up woth the other students since we have different levels .
I have no friends like usual I'm scared to meet new people and to be judged by them especialy because I have no self esteem,can't accept my body,feel worthless.
It has two weeks that I didn't go to class since I hate myself too much to face my teachers and classmates, I just lock my self in my room and listen to sad songs and cry all day , I don't know what to do with my life anymore and it's more than a month that I'm wating for my doctor's appointment :( .
lovekorea lovekorea
22-25, F
1 Response Dec 15, 2012

Well I don't know what that's like but I do know what it's like to have low self esteem and depression if it'll help you can talk to me