I No Longer Feel

After Falling in love , after a year, after being shunned, and not being mentally stable, I just don't care, I like the dark scene kids, heavy eyeliner, jet black hair, skinny jeans black tees,I'd totally watch my ex crying in tears and just laugh, I couldn't sleep for days, it was a she, and she doesn't deserve anything, besides hating her and the past, Id rather be silent and sit in the corner, and be some emo, but I still talk, still like music, but I feel dull, and when a girl falls for me I really can't feel for them, it's difficult, Id rather hump and dump, but that would make me just as bad as my ex, so where are the people like me? Somone who cares enough for there friends, who knows where I've been, who is like me, and has this same interests. Sometimes I don't know what to feel, but I know I'm feeling something. And time heals all wounds, I'd hope...