A Weakness

I dance all around the subject of depression. I don't want to admit to it!!!! I feel it is a weakness that runs deep into my core... but it does run deep! I won't face the demon so... it keeps a choke-hold on me.

Someday, I hope it goes away or at least I will turn around and face it head on!

I'm trying!

To let go of the things that placed me here at hell's gate. I battle this everyday of my life!

I will never give-up or give-in!

Oh... whatever.... life goes on.

It sure is a pretty day outside. *smile*
MorningBreeze MorningBreeze
56-60, F
1 Response Jan 8, 2013

I made the mistake of giving-in. Now, I finally learned that it's up to me to fight the battle. Sometimes, I think the actual clinical diagnosis made it worse. I thought that I faced it head-on by accepting that I couldn't do anything about it by myself. Funny thing is: I now know that I'm the ONLY one who can do anything about it.
Good for you that you have kept your perspective focused on being happy and grateful.

It's been battle after battle. I got wore-out for a spell doing so much ...fighting. I am ... above water these days. I can breathe fresh air now. sigh.... *smile* Thank you.