Smiled Threw All the Pain

today was so much better, i didn't call my ex at all..but i kind of noticed that every time my phone rung i kinda hoped it was him...but i will get better! i ate more than yesterday which is horrible but healthy

  • Taco from jimboys
  • some fries from jimboys
  • Chinese food
  • banana
  • drank a soda
  • 3 glasses of water
  • vitamins

I tried to gag myself!!! but i knew it wasn't right

My mom bought a scale today I'm 120 pounds and I'm only 5'1"

&&&& my mom putting me back in therapy i didn't even ask she offered...i guess she pays more attention to me than i thought! thank god because i didn't know how to tell her i needed to go back!! please comment they really make my day!! i feel real proud of myself today!

18-21, F
1 Response May 24, 2007

i'm very thankful your mom is providing you with the healthcare you both want and need. i believe you will find this a healthier component of life to control and you'll be taught how to make better decisions for yourself. but do yourself a favor, make sure to be completely and utterly honest with the doc! otherwise they canNOT help you to the fullest. my best to you.