My Story

I wasnt always lonely and sad. I used to be happy but tht was a long time ago. Most of my memories of my childhood weren't the happiest. I don't remember many good times, I remember more bad. I was an always a rebel, if I didnt like something I stood up to my parents. Often an argument erupt, because I'm stubborn and so r my parents. I was very dramatic, and often ran and slammed my bedroom door and hide in my room for days. They didnt know the aftermath, i cried and threw stuff around my room. A lot of time, i turned on thw radio and listened to it til I fell asleep. I felt like they didn't care for me and how I was. Most of the time, they didn't check up on me. I wished they checked up on me and talked to me. I had no close friends. No one really knows this until now. Anyways, that started to happen over 10 years ago. Now I have depression and have really bad suicidal thoughts. My parents know, but they didn't do anything when they found out. I'm pissed at them for that.I want to get help BC YOLO and I'm sick of this. Please spread awareness about mental diseases like depression and break the stigma that occurs with mental diseases plz help. <3

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1 Response Jan 16, 2013

I don't know if I can or would be able to help, but I have battled depression all my life and I empathize with what you're going through so much. I just recently went through, and am going through, another new 'battle' with depression. I'd be happy to chat and share any 'wisdom' I may have. xo