I'M Sick Of This

I am currently on medicine to help with anxiety and depression but I think I need to increase them. Of course it doesn't help that I got laid off and just got out of a divorce. The positives in my life...I have a wonderful girlfriend and I start college again on Monday. I have days though when I can't wait till I die, and I wish if my faith wasn't so strong that I could just end it all. Most days are like this. I do attend church weekly so hopefully that helps but still I want to block things out.
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36-40, M
Jan 25, 2013