Back Into The Pit

My boyfriend of over a year just left for bootcamp on Tuesday. He's going to be gone for 9 weeks which is going to be hell. I've been battling depression for over 4 years but was only recently diagnosed. My amazing boyfriend has helped me slowly climb out of that dark place and start to recover and feel happy again. He is such a light in my life. But now that he has left, I'm starting to feel myself fall back into the pit of depression. I can't sleep or eat and I'm crying all the time. It's only day 4 and facing 9 whole weeks of not seeing him makes me very afraid. I love him to death and I'm staying with him no matter's just really hard and I'm not sure how to face this depression alone.
SLovesA SLovesA
18-21, F
Jan 25, 2013