How Does One Go About Changing Themselves?I was mentally in a really bad place for the past few months, and I know I was pushing people away from me. So, today a person who is very dear to me decided to tell me exactly how they feel about me and my behaviour.
In a way I am thankful that I still have people around me that care enough and have the guts to tell me when I'm wrong or when I **** things up. But it still hurts to hear some of the things, you know? Because in the end, I know myself the best and I know exactly what my faults are and saying things like "People will end up hating you" and "You will lose something precious if you continue living like this" don't really help my cause right now.
I don't like hurting people I love but in the end I always somehow manage to do the wrong thing. I feel very regretful for some of the things that happened over the past few months, but I also know that no amount of crying or whining about it will make anything better (even though that's exactly what I'm doing by ranting on here).
I really want to change who I am, well not really change but I want to improve myself - I want to become a better person, a better daughter, a better friend. But I have absolutely no idea where to start, or even how.
onetwopunch 18-21, F 7 Responses 4 Jan 26, 2013