A Continuous BattleI've battled depression on and off for probably 5 years now, with nearly a full year in there without having to deal with it. Unfortunately now I seem to have hit a really rough patch. It's brutal. I literally can't pull myself out of bed in the morning. I set my alarm for a good 10 or 15 minutes early because I know that it's still going to take me half and hour to actually get out of bed. This past Sunday, I pretty much slept all day. I wasn't overtired or anything, I just slept. The other lovely thing that seems to be going on is that my emotions are completely running wild. I'll be fine, and then the slightest thing will just set me off. It can be as simple as someone telling me that they were hanging out with some people while I was in class, or stupid things like that. I go from being neutral (because that seems to be my go-to thing lately) to either raging mad or a sobbing mess. It's exhausting. I don't know what to do about it either. I mean I've talked to some people, they just sort of shrug it off. So I don't even know if this is just going to pass or if I'm just supposed to suck it up and make the best of feeling like this.
beautyofuncertainty 18-21, F 4 Responses 0 Jan 29, 2013