I Battle Depression
I don't know if I'm depressed or not, one day I'm ok the next my world is crumbling around me and I feel worthless.
I cant talk to anyone about it, none seems to notice when I'm upset. They don't notice that I'm quiet, that I've lost weight, I don't sleep well. No-one really care.
Part of me thinks its my age and that I'm just over reacting. I mean there's nothing really in my life to be sad about, yet I feel like this.
The other part of me says, no talk to someone, call a help line but then I'm fine the next day. I feel like my family don't notice, they just say, "Why have you got a face like a slapped ****?" I never no what to say, I'm fine don't worry about it. They never ask me privately either its always in front of people that I don't want to talk about it with.
Is it just me? Am I over reacting or is there a problem? I put it down to my hatred of school (I've always hated it so its nothing new) and that I seem to be less close with my mates so I'm more lonely and quiet at school. But I honestly don't know and I felt like I had to say something to someone that wasn't my diary!
I cant talk to anyone about it, none seems to notice when I'm upset. They don't notice that I'm quiet, that I've lost weight, I don't sleep well. No-one really care.
Part of me thinks its my age and that I'm just over reacting. I mean there's nothing really in my life to be sad about, yet I feel like this.
The other part of me says, no talk to someone, call a help line but then I'm fine the next day. I feel like my family don't notice, they just say, "Why have you got a face like a slapped ****?" I never no what to say, I'm fine don't worry about it. They never ask me privately either its always in front of people that I don't want to talk about it with.
Is it just me? Am I over reacting or is there a problem? I put it down to my hatred of school (I've always hated it so its nothing new) and that I seem to be less close with my mates so I'm more lonely and quiet at school. But I honestly don't know and I felt like I had to say something to someone that wasn't my diary!
By:
BlondieCCC
Age:
16-17
,
Female
