I Dont Really Feel Today!

well im out of town with a good friend who has issues, she has a mental disorder which causes her to be real paranoid and a ***** about everything... she hates when i take to long to get dress, or dont want to eat because i already ate to much calories!! she says stuff like stop being so self contious.. today she really made me mad! honesly i think she is jealous of me! i dont know i always feel like she is talking about me and doesnt like me! well anyways i wrote my ex on myspace havent wrote me back yet! i miss him but then again i dont. i think about how he used me, and hurt me, and want to die right then and there! but somehow i still i want him its crazy i need to stay single because i always get so depressed and hurt in relationships but i hate being alone!!!! tomorrow is his birthday!!!
SoEmPtY SoEmPtY
18-21, F
1 Response May 27, 2007

Sounds like you keep having the same type of relationships with people, your friend and ex are not far apart in your oppinions of them. You do not trust either one. Or you chose not too....... no offence ment..:O)