No Rhyme, No Reason

They come again
Clawing at me with their whispers
Undermining my foundation
causing me to doubt all I know to be truth
Dragging me under to a time long past
and so hard forgotten
I hear them
I feel them
Pain, they are poking me with their sticks again
Pain, my heart is reeling once again
No rhyme, no reason
They call to me as aliens, ghosts, skeletons, yea even demons
Calling into the deepest parts of me
Calling, they whisper lies
Lies I used to believe
Lies I could not fight
I fight now, I have new truth, greater truth
There are so many of them, whispering, clawing
Bit by bit they break down my defenses
and they laugh, evil laughs
they come again and my heart is so sad, there is only grey
No rhyme, no reason