Sometimes it feels like nobody cares. Like nobody notices that I can't fight the pain anymore. It's hard to keep it away from people so I don't hurt anyone. I've taken it upon myself to hurt myself in physical ways. Like hitting things to get the pain and rage out. Sometimes I just don't know what to do and I don't want to be a burden to anyone. I fight the loneliness everyday. I keep fight to no lose the battle. Sometimes I just want to know if there is really anybody out there that cares. The rage that boils under my skin scares me sometimes. I'm ashamed of it, and I am ashamed to admit I have a problem because I don't feel that I am worthy enough to tell someone what is wrong.