Having To Say Goodbye

I have a friend who I've know for 6 months and we've become best friends she's pregnant and the father left she recently started dating someone who I don't fully trust and pretty much has forgotten about me, last night her grandparents where over and we where supposed to hang out but it just didn't work out. I guess her and her twin sister are going to Hawaii for 7 months so I won't see her for at least 7 months and its occurring to me that maybe its time to just say goodbye and leave. It sucks because she helped me through my most toughest of times and was there when no one else was and I love her to death but my heart can't take this. I just don't know what to do and its killing me :(
a7x1187 a7x1187
26-30, M
Jun 8, 2013