I battle depression on a daily basis, every day is a mess for me and I search constantly to find the silver lining, but none is in sight. I am sad most if not all the time and I get so angry at the simplest of things. Panic attacks are common to me and I live in fear of death. Sometimes I wonder if I am going crazy or I've gotten to the destination already.
I really dont know what else to say as words to describe my feelings fail me right now. I am distraught at the prospect of living like this all the days of my life.