Somehow It Always Feels That I...

Somehow it always feels that I'm being pulled down. Like I'm trying to pull myself down. I'm looking for a way to get myself upset. I have never really had a reason to. especially now. I have the most wonderful girl in the world. I know she cares about me and loves me no matter what. But now I worry. About her. If she's okay or even something so simple as what is she really doing? I really try not to think of those things(I found it best to try to not think at all...it only gets me in trouble).
Anndei Anndei
26-30, F
Jun 24, 2007