Like a Dark Cloud Blocking Out the Sunshine

I think looking back that I have been fighting depression since my teenage years...only I didn't know what it was that I was experiencing. But kinda a sadness, emptiness, blah feeling...school was no fun, I didn't have many friends, I hated being home....It was weird....I was 35 when first diagonosed as being clinically depressed, and have been on a parade of anti-depressants since then, they work for a while, then they seem to just stop working.

But when they are working life seems so much better.

 

sadgran sadgran
51-55, F
Jun 27, 2007