My Battle

I've been battling depression on and off for almost ten years. It has gotten harder the past five months. Found out my ex wife was cheating on me. Said she was tried of me being sad all the time. Is pregnant now with the other guys kid. Divorce was final last May. My grandma died not too long after I found out about the cheating. We talked a lot. Which helped me some, but now we can't. My "friends" act like it's too hard to talk or spend time with me. I have had two suicide attempts in the past month or so. Had to stay in the hospital for awhile because of that. I'm on meds but I don't know if they are helping or not.
DND DND
26-30, M
1 Response Jul 2, 2007

i don;t know how long you've been on meds, but i am also on meds and i do know, and i'm sure your dr. told you it could take 4-6 weeks to feel a difference. all i can do is suggest to you if its been longer than that, go back to dr. and maybe he can alter the dose or change the meds