Not Really Sure How I Feel

...So I started taking Paxil about a month ago. I must admit that I feel more "normal"....whatever that means. I think I made the right choice, by taking this medication. However, the initial effects have started to lessen. At first, I felt very mellow...relaxed...somewhat hopeful. Today, I feel nothing. I'm not really sad. I not really happy. I just in the middle of the two. It's weird. I feel that I could laugh if I found something funny or, just as easily, cry if something was sad. I have no real idea why I am sharing this...but it is a strange feeling...this feeling of nothing.