Hard Time

Hello,

I have been fighting this illness for years, and I am tired of it.

Been in and out of mental health clinics, had therapy, take medication. I still struggle on and off, [more on than off at the moment] to leave the house or even wash sometimes. 

I have developed a fear of going outside. It is affecting my life, my job, which I love. My husband is so caring and patient. But that just makes it harder as I feel I don't deserve him.

Where do I go from here?

 

snuggle snuggle
31-35, F
2 Responses Jul 25, 2007

Sorry you are going through such a rough time. Hang in there. take one day at a time, one minute at a time if you have to. Lean on the loveof your husband a press on.

I wish I knew the answer to that. *Hugs*