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Lost and Alone

i need someone to listen, i am getting worse, i dont feel like my self and i feel like i am losing myself it you know what i mean. i just want things to get better, go somewhere different were i am happy. my grades are droping and i dont know what ot do and my mum doesnt understand how bad is it cause i dont wanna scare her since shes not doing so well her self, shes trying to be strong for me but i know shes falling apart and thats whats making me feel worse. its alll getting worse i have to force my self to get out of bed every morning and its getting to the point were i cant even do that and i have asked my mum that i want help but everything seems so messy these days i havent everythnig keeps getting worse and i need help i dont know what to do

 

oli94 oli94 16-17 3 Responses Feb 7, 2009

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I have felt this way as well and several others have too. Believe me when I say you are not alone or a freak for feeling this way.



If you do not feel comfortable talking to a counselor this site can be helpful for whatever is bothering you.



I have also found that taking St. John's Wort improves my mood a lot, perhaps you should try it. It is in the vitamin aisle at most drug stores.

I can understand you, when you are alone you have no one to turn to but parents, but you also wonder whether they can takle it. You know they are sometimes just as helpless as they are. All I can say is the only thing that helps is talking about it or writing about it. We are all wounded soldiers here. Maybe we can help each other walk again. Talk to us. We will listen.

You've come to the right place. I know it's hard and that most days just getting out of bed seems damn near impossible but don't give up. You need to talk to someone about how you're feeling, whether it's a professional, a close friend, or someone on here. I know that most of the time parents are quite unreceptive and don't really understand what you're truly going through but a lot of the people on here have been through similar problems and they can lend some helpful advice and listen to whatever you need to say. If you ever want to talk just send me a message.



Best of luck to you