Way Too Much to Handle

Well, this is going to be too much to write in one sitting.  I got married young, at the age of 20. I graduated from college about 1.5 years later. I became a nurse. I worked 40 hours a week. I was happy. I became pregnant just as we were thinking about buying our first house. I could tell there was something wrong with my husband's happiness with his job. He quit it abruptly. We moved into our new house which we had customized. I loved it.  He moved out to a new job in a different state. I had to stay behind and sell the house. I then had to move into my parents house until I had the baby because of my health insurance. Because of the stress, I ended up having an emergency c-section at 30 weeks. My baby boy only lived 17 days. It was the worst thing I thought I would ever experience. We went on to have another child that was 5 weeks early. I was on bedrest for 5 weeks in the hospital.  To make a long story short, I had 3 children with this man, and he left me for a girl that was 14 years younger than me. We had been married 8 years.  I found out that my Mother had breast cancer the same year I was divorced.  She died 10 later. I was pregnant with mly 4th child. I delivered a month after she died and my Grandmother died.   My Grandfather died 2 .5 years later on New years Day.  My Father died March of 2006.  My Mother in Law died May of 2007.  My Grandmother just died Jan. of 2009.  I have lost all of my family in the last 5-6 years. I am depressed.

Linna123 Linna123
Feb 16, 2009