I remember coming off my medicine twice & it never was a good idea. I stopped eating & all i did was stay in my room & sleep. I never left unless to use the restroom then I would go right back to sleep. It got to the point my mother had to force feed me & my dad had to talk me into taking my medicine again. Whenever I'm off it I hate myself and question why I am living. But when I am taking it I feel alive most of the time & happy & free. It keeps my mind in the right place. Don't get me wrong I still have my bad days but as long as I know I am going to live I'm okay with that.
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1 Response Aug 17, 2014

Have you ever seen a therapist? I heard that therapists can really help some people to where they dont need to be on meds for the rest of their life.