There is no way of getting out of it. I'm crying again as I type. I'm unhappy. When will it end? I'm happy when I'm dreaming. So why can't I sleep for the rest of my life?

Talking about it doesn't help.

Lies, pain, and bad memories. I can't get rid of either one of them
OutOfTheOrdinary OutOfTheOrdinary
18-21, F
2 Responses Aug 18, 2014

So you just want to die. Let me first say that you dont have it too bad that I know of. I have died twice in my life time, been hit beat and just wanted to die. This last part of hell of my life from Sept.of 2010 to August of 2014 I was in prision. A guard got mudered when I was their. thats one place I dont ever want to go back to.
so let me here your story you want to share

Talking about it makes it worse. So I really don't feel like sharing

Hang on, little one. It's pretty bad sometimes, I know. Just hang on. Once one episode is over, it's over forever. Even if another crying episode comes to take it's place, that one will also subside and go its way. It's going to be okay.

But I'm tired. I cant't take it anymore

Do you believe in God?

No I'm not religious

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