I can feel it happening again a slow change gradually taking me over and as the minutes pass by I can feel myself slipping away slow at first then faster and faster then all of a sudden it like a tidal wave crashing over me I'm trapped beneath and I can't escape I feel my body go limo as I see the light of day slipping away as I sink further and further maybe it's better this way
tatterdremains tatterdremains
18-21, M
1 Response Aug 18, 2014

I know how you feel. Or atleast I think I know. It's almost like darkness is comforting and depression and lethargy have become the comfort zone. I know it's not the best solution but for me staying up nights all by myself and watching a movie or playing a game with none around really relieves my stress and plus when you get exhausted you can fall asleep whenever you want