Suicide ends ones depression.
Who wants to have everything imaginable yet nothing at all? Nothing that matters anyways.
RuRu80 RuRu80
36-40, F
1 Response Aug 20, 2014

I don't understand you. Are you saying suicide gives you everything but nothing? Or life gives you everything but nothing?

Anyway, as you know, you'd rather live, but the pain of living is so awful that you consider ending life. You've been fighting to find medications or therapy or something to help. I can only tell you that my name is what I do. Wundayatta. One day at a time. Wundayatta time.

I try not to think about the days and weeks and months and years of pain in the future. I can't live through that. If I can only think about today, then I can make it through today.

Honestly, if this goes on forever,.... well, I better not think about that. You know how it is. It's a mind game of sorts, and if we ruminate on the future, we will surely end up killing ourselves.

I'm sorry you are in it. I was there just a few days ago. For some reason I am feeling better now. Dunno how long that will last. It's all so random.