Everyone Thinks I'am Stupid For Thinking This Way!!!!

after i had my baby 2 years ago it came back my ex treated me like crap!!!! he said your fat you have streach marks your son does not want you look he wont even breast feed from you!!!!!!!!!!! no man will ever want you apart from me and thats because you had my son!!!!!!! he left me in alot of trouble and down!!!!!! i turned to my friends who made me feel worse!!!!!!! i found a man who made me feel better guess what we left me for a one night stand!!!!!!!!!! everyone i come into contact with makes me feel worse!!!!! when i tell my mates they stop it stupid *****!!!!!!!!!!!! noone wants to listen!!!!!!!!!!!

nlw23 nlw23
22-25
5 Responses Mar 2, 2009

This is typical behavior for men that are contolling - it's not you, it's him. Seek help from a therapist -I did - it really helped me find out who I am.

i'm sorry you have no one to turn too. that's not a good circle of friends you have. maybe you need to found yourself and do things for you..it'll help you be a better person and mother..leave your past behind there will be light ..

my husband and i had been together since 1986.h. hee was a drunk. and verbally abused me for over 20 yrs.we became closer when we knew he was termanally<br />
ill. he died 5 yrs ago .i have been alone ever since.

my husband and i had been together since 1986.h. hee was a drunk. and verbally abused me for over 20 yrs.we became closer when we knew he was termanally<br />
ill. he died 5 yrs ago .i have been alone ever since.

Meditate and see who you are. Once we are past the fear, there is unlimited beauty and strength. Love you.