I have been depressed for about 2 years now... and i have no reason to be depressed. I am young, have a mom and grandma who both love me, family friends who love me...but I can't stand their love... I don't deserve it. Some days are better than others and I can actually smile a real smile. But it doesn't last very long... I'm always sad and angry for no reason, but my mom and grandma both say that there has to be a reason. There just isn't... I've been admitted in to the hospital too many time to count, and I get discharged feeling happy and carefree... then I get scared. I get scared of being happy... I'm scared and confused, I don't know what to do anymore. I'm thinking I should just end it...
Unknown1263 Unknown1263
18-21, F
1 Response Aug 23, 2014

Hey if u need someone to talk to message me i am really good at helping....and dont end it cus all ending it will do is being pain and suffering to your friends and family.