I figure now is the time to reach out.

I feel like I've been in pain for far too long. For most of the past month alone, I've felt so depressed, and I keep thinking of suicide.

I keep thinking of my grandfather passing away. I keep thinking about my cat we had to put down last week. I keep thinking of how lonely I feel, with no significant other.

I just wish I didn't feel so alone. I really can't see myself living past the age of 30...but what do I have to live for?
Timster91 Timster91
26-30, M
6 Responses Aug 23, 2014

I wish I had read this when you posted it...I was going thru a really bad time as well...and was closer than I have been in a long time...glad we're both still here.

We go through a ton of horrible things in life and it's easy to want to give up when I feel that way I think of all the wonderful possibilities that lie ahead and what I truly want as the end result. Be strong we're here for you *hugs*

It's your choice. I won't tell you that you must live. I live for the smiles I bring to my friends and family. I live to help others. I live because it would hurt those I love so much if I died.

I have tried it I felt like no one was there for me. I have been hurt so much but you are not alone. You have me to talk to get our spirits up ok

Be strong!
You are not alone!

I have been there too, you are brave and strong and I have never met you but I care for you. You have to take charge of your life, and of how you feel, your thoughts are in your control, so force yourself even though it seems so so hard.. Force yourself to find things to live for. Imagine all the things you will miss, imagine a time you truly felt happy. I am here for you Xx