Round and round... That's how my thoughts work; that's how my pain feels.

I want to be honest... I agree with everyone's advice to leave him, but my heart can't come to terms with it.

I know that he won't change.
I just feel like... he has been the only person I have ever shown my real self. After about twenty years of feeling completely alone, I finally found someone who I can be vulnerable with.

It's hard to let that go.
I know what's good for me.
But what's good for me hurts me at the same time .
tofufingers tofufingers
22-25, F
Aug 23, 2014