I miss him. I haven't talked to him since Thursday because I initiated a break. I couldn't stand to be taken for granted and being mistreated like that anymore, but I'm hoping he will wake up and see what he's doing to a relationship that he supposedly cares about so much.

I'm lucky that the new school semester is starting and that I'm moving to my new apartment this coming weekend. It will help me remember that life is still moving and that I better keep up the pace, no matter how much I'm doubting myself.

I've been alone and depressed for my whole life, even when I was surrounded by people. It's time for me to stand up for myself against the things and people that put me down.

I just wish... that he want one of them.
tofufingers tofufingers
22-25, F
3 Responses Aug 24, 2014

It sounds like right now you are on track and off to bigger and better things. I understand the feeling of being taken for granted. I've felt the same way. It sounds like you made the right choice. However breakups are a real bi*ch no matter the reason. I hope you feel better soon.

I'm Sorry :(

"I just wish... that he wasn't one of them." ***