19 Days To Go To My Suicide

What does it mean to be happy? Everybody has different perceptions of what it means to them. Those perceptions change over time. But mine are gone. I no longer believe in happiness, Like an Atheist doesn’t believe in God.

People are doing the ice bucket challenge yet people are already dying everyday around them. People won’t really care till i’m dead. Yet at that point it’s meaningless. Death favors the living, yet people do not.
theblacktiger theblacktiger
22-25, M
2 Responses Aug 27, 2014

So,am I reading this right? You are counting down days till you commit suicide? Is this correct??

do you think your death will make a difference ?
if you cant find happiness in your life then change it, change where you live, change your friends, change your job, even change your clothing style
life sucks and we all know that but that doesn't mean that you should give it all up just because you cant be happy with your way of living
you gave up looking for happiness that's why you cant find it around you
happiness is out there waiting for the ones who work so hard to find it, not the ones who give up easily