I put a bullet in my head
I can't find the answers in all the red
Where is the writing on the wall
My lungs continue to slowly fall
Contracted, damn it all

My hair is falling out,
Rotted skin around the mouth
Been around the world
Death I can not taste

Razor blade surgery, cutting past my spine
Just to find the reasons buried deep inside
My heart doesn't beat, why can't I just sleep
Forever and more, I just can't find my way passed that door.

There's a hole in my head,
Yet I'm still not dead
Looking for the answers to this life
~ Zach long
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18-21, F
Aug 28, 2014