It comes and it goes, then it goes away again

I feel happy, happier than I've felt in as long as I can remember. In fact I can't remember why I was ever sad? I have nothing to be depressed about. My life is fine, I have so much to offer the world. I'm quite pretty, kinda clever and I can be funny at times, yeh I'm ok....

Then BOOM I fall into a deep dark hole! So deep and dark. I see no way out. I have nothing to live for. Nothing to give nothing to offer. I'm a failure, no one would notice if I was gone. I bring nothing to the world. I'm a selfish waste of space.

I lay in bed for days on end. My body aches, my head is on the verge of exploding so many thoughts. Why can't I just disappear and never awake?

The circle of my life
xxlouisebaby xxlouisebaby
22-25, F
1 Response Aug 30, 2014

I am the exact same