Had It All and Lost Everything.

I had it all. a great girlfriend, a great job, my family and then I lost the most important thing in my life. On Jan. 21, 2009 I lost my girlfriend. She was murdered by her so called friend. I feel so lost with out her and everyone I know tells me that I will get over this. I dont know how. In the last 5 months I have lost 4 loved ones and Im about to lose one more. I cant take it anymore. I dont know what to do. I dont even want to get out of bed ever.

justme4535 justme4535
31-35, F
Mar 10, 2009