Sometimes I Wish I Wasnt Alive

my parents left me. im in a foster home  and my foster family treats me like ****. i often feel like dying. nobody cares about me.i hate myself so much im just waitng for the day to die. hoping that it will come sooner than later

destinyh28 destinyh28
18-21
2 Responses Mar 12, 2009

this is sad im sorry you are unhappy!

I am so sorry that you feel like you do.<br />
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I don't know how old you are, but you need to practice inner control of yourself. It's a practice that will help you control your surrondings.<br />
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I spoke some p.o.w.s that endured terrible conditions. In asking them how they endured they talked about the practice of inner control.<br />
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IT STARTS WITH SMALL STEPS. The first step is realizing that you are important to yourself.