Left For No Reason?

This happened a while ago but I feel the need to write about it:

I met her when I was alone and she changed me. She made me a better person and I loved her for it. She completed me, I felt lost when I didn't have her wisdom around me. But, she got tired of me, didn't she? She was mad at me and wanted to crush me, so... she did and she did it well....

I was friends with her for three months with her before I asked her out. I knew she was the one I knew it. When she said yes I was so happy. But, when summer rolled around it didn't go so well, we were seprared for a month, but, that only made a small dent in our relationship. Then, when we got together again she left for another one and a half months. We were together and only problems happened at that point. I told her all my issues but she seemed not to give much interest. My low self esteem at that time made it hurt so bad, i told her how i felt. Then, she lost all of her faith in me, i didnt know why. She said she wanted to fix it and would return the next day. To my anguish she never came back, i waited 5 months and on the new year I had give up hope. So, then a few days later I found that she left me and had been ignoreing me that whole time. So, such a life changing person leaving me so abruptly? Dang... how harsh. We never had any major arguements and i still loved her, it only ripped my heart in half, i felt like i could die... or i should...

Life goes on and you have to take what you can get while they are still around....

burl burl
18-21, M
1 Response Mar 18, 2009

oh im sorry this must have been aweful!