I Feel Like I Have No Choice But to End My Life

I have borderline personality disorder. I have had this illness since I was in my early teen. I have been in and out of hospital and attempted suicide many times. I have moved thousands of miles away from my family. I had to quit a very good job as I got too stressed out. I recently signed up to go back to school. Now I can't sleep, stop crying, eating, using drugs, etc. I have been researching ways to end my life. I just think maybe it's time to give up.
francois francois
41-45, F
1 Response Aug 20, 2007

Wow, this sounds just like my life. I also have borderline personaliity disorder (began in my early teens as well), have attempted sucide, and have even been institutionalized twice. I also find it very hard to keep a job, due to the stresses. It's just nice to know someone else is going through the same thing as I.