Is It a Part of Me?

Is it possible to have depression and not even know something is wrong with you? I read somewhere that some are depressed and don't even know it , they just assume that it's the way they are . . For a long time I was always moody and felt things a "normal" child shouldn't have felt. I'm 19 now and it's not like things have gotten any better. I alienate people . . that's what I'm good at. I hate going out, cause once I reach there I get bored, with the "friends" I hang out with, and the whole situation basically. I gave up on humanity as a whole and I get easily disgusted with them. no don't worry I'm not violent I just feel like being left alone a majority of the time . . .

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2 Responses Mar 23, 2009

Yes, I was depressed for a while and never figured it out for a couple months. Thankfully, I discovered what was wrong fairly soon in the game.

Actually is true, sometimes for months, years even from childhood until death. I don't think you want to live like that go ahead find out and get help don't wait 20 years like I did.