Life Sucks

My boyfriend had sex with a twelve year old. I cut. I hate my parents, and siblings. Somedays life is worth it though. I found out that acting hyper sometimes takes my mind off of the s**t life throws at me. My music helps me through it. I usually don't eat but once a day, or less. I sleep less than 4 or 5 hours a night. I have nightmares everytime I sleep. My friends are drifting away. i have one true friend left.

EmoNinjaVampire EmoNinjaVampire
13-15, F
1 Response Mar 24, 2009

I do agree. Hyperness can act as a wonderful antidepressant. Along with exercise and sports. At least, that's what I've found in the past months. Sleeping was hard for me at one point, also. Still is. Something that did tend to help me though, and still does on occasion, is scheduling your day through. I know it sounds cliche but it passes the time and the feeling of accomplishment if you complete everything you planned give you something worthwhile!