I am depressed all the time because I was molested for 7 years as a child by my Daddy. I hate talking about it and therefore I don't and I use my trauma as a security blanket. I know I have to let go, but I can't. I don't know weather it is because I don't want to, or if it is because I'm too scared. For the past 17 years, all I've known my life to be is hectic and chaotic. Maybe I'm scared of something new, like a life of happiness and tameness... I don't  know... What do you guys think ??
LittleOne85 LittleOne85
22-25, F
1 Response Sep 6, 2007

It is unfortunate that something like that happened to you. You will work it out in good time but I wouldn't use it as anything but something that made you stronger. Drawing from those experiences to help others might be a good avenue for you to sort all of this out and help yourself too.<br />
You are not alone in those experiences either. I want you to know that 1 and 3 girls are sexually abused by the age of 18. 1 and 3!!!! Hold firm that your experiences do not define you, YOU DEFINE YOU!<br />
I don't know you but I know this... If you want to change your life and be happy, you will.