I've been diagnosed with depression for over a year already. It's really bad and i hate it. I have slit wrists, i became addicted to cutting. I get breakdowns alot. I get alot of thoughts about suicide. i would like to add a little to the last thing i said by saying that i've attempted suicide many times before. There was always somebody there to stop me or i just didn't go through with it all. I think ocassionally about what if i disappear from this world, would anybody miss me? or if anyone would care. Well people have told me that i have to go to a phychiatrist/phychologist or however it's spelled but i think i am finally going to listen and go to one for help.