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I Tasted The Hell !!

A personal story in the experience: I Battle Depression
Y a, After 1 year still I am going thru the same phase of hell. How does that happen to me, why god let me to be your friend and then ur lover and then ur Worst Hater in this world ?? I was aware that I am not going to be ur Life partner but I was happy that I loved you which was enuff for me to live my life happy bt .. one day !!!! The real you came out ... I was going away from ur life bt how the hell can I run just like in 1 day .. its difficult and you slapped me ?? wow !! the easiest possible way to get rid of me bt u never thought even for once that wat would happen to me after that incident .. ya .. its 1 yr that I am searching here n there for all those question and honestly hv not done anything for me and hasnt found even the answers of the question. My family is tense and so I am.

You were nice to everybody bt y did u do this to me? cant you just wait for sometime to go let me off from ur life?? and moreover u nvr gave me a chance to ask u wat the hell I had done wrong to u ?? and U never gave me a chance to listen to u .... Oh !! god living like this is just Feeling Hell !! Bt I dont hv the strength now to carry this like on .. Please help me ... I m crying crying n just crying .. cant fight with world anymore .. Please come back to me just for once !!! I will be ur slave for the rest of my life plsss ... Just talk to me even for once .. please please !!

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Posted Nov 3rd, 2009 at 7:33AM
it sounds like an ex your talking about, honey child
there is no man on this entire planet, or any human
for that matter, that is worth you taking your life over
omg......please, there are so many fish in the sea, the
world is an enormous place to explore. i know breaking
up is hard to do, i get it, believe me i do. but dear god
you will survive, you will get past it, you will grow,
experience and learn from this. keep your head up
your worth it. connie
     
Posted Nov 7th, 2009 at 3:40AM
Thanks Connie .. That was really Motivating however I dnt know for how long it will last ..I tried every other thing which is possible on earth to get rid of this loser feeling in me ... Sometimes I feel like worthy enuff and sometimes I feel like destroying everything !! Still hope is there that it will past one day !!!
     
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